This is from The Blazing Center blog, which is maintained by a father-son pastor duo from Pennsylvania.
Don’t Rent That Clown Suit Just Yet…
by Mark Altrogge
We’re funny creatures, us humans. We ask our heavenly Father to provide for us then we try to figure out how he’s going to do it.
We pray, then our wheels begin to turn. Let’s see, I could get a second job. I could sell my signed Justin Bieber poster on eBay. I could rent a clown suit and do kids’ parties…And when we can’t see how he will be able to answer our prayers, we worry. Our fertile imaginations construct all kinds of “what if’s” in our mind. What if I don’t have the money to pay my tuition? Then what if I can’t get a loan? And I have to get a job flipping burgers? And what if I don’t make enough doing that and I have to start living under a bridge and turn to a life of crime? And then get caught and put in prison next to an axe murderer?
Worry is essentially us trying to figure out the future. Or how God will work in the future. And when we don’t see how God can do it, we get fearful. If we can’t see exactly how he’ll provide, or deliver or heal us,