Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Out Of The Doldrums...Janie Update 1-5-10

Well, here is yet another of Janie's emails to our praying friends:

Hello. . . . .again!

So no chest tubes!  My chest xray today showed no change from yesterday so we are in wait and watch mode again.  I am really trying to not talk (hahahahahahaha),
keep movement down to a dull roar, and just resting.  It has been good because it gives me lots of time to read, one of my favorite activities, along with crosswords puzzles.

I did have chemo (which I get every week until forever), all the "pre-drugs" that go along with that such as Benedryl, Pepcid, Decadron (a steriod), Alioxi (anti-nausea), and, lastly, Taxol the chemo drug (sounds like a circus dog). I also had radiation on my pelvis - each time I go I get radiated twice: 12 seconds each time. I have one more tomorrow and then I'll be finished! The pain in my pelvis has greatly diminished so we're happy happy happy about that!  I will have another follow-up chest xray on Friday. I keep telling Chris I need a secretary!

A special friend of the family and my first youth leader Judy Kinsey sent me this devotional today. I must constantly be drawn back to the truth in Scripture or I slowly drift and this "living sacrifice" crawls right off the altar!

I don't know who wrote this, but it comes from http://walkintheword.com/:

Strength in Weakness
"Clothe yourselves, all of you, with humility toward one another, for "God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble." Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you." - 1 Peter 5:5-7
How do people do it? How do they withstand the Katrina-like blows that pummel their lives? The wind, the waves, the surges of heartbreak one after another. How do they survive... and still lift their faces to the Lord? How can they be so strong at their extreme weakest?
Today was an awful day. Some very heavy things hit me off guard. But somewhere in the middle of that storm, God's voice was telling me that He provides sufficient grace for this trial, and when I am weak He is always and still very strong. So I want to say to the glory of God that if there is anything in this ministry that is powerful, it is from weakness. Trust me on that.
"Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me... For when I am weak, then I am strong" (2 Corinthians 12:9-10). Well, here I am - present and accounted for. It's the hard times and the unhealthy times and the hurting times that reveal my weaknesses. And it's also during those times that God shows up strong.
We often treat suffering like a dodgeball game. Anytime anything painful comes at us, we jump out of the way. We spend our whole lives trying to avoid anything that will hurt or be hard. But there's a better kind of life - a deeper, more fulfilling kind of life - that isn't about avoiding every pain. It's about finding God faithful and powerful in the midst of whatever thorns He allows.
There's something about our weakness that opens the flow of God's strength.
When you are in the midst of a trial, there's a power coming into your life that you've never experienced before. When you see a hard thing coming, try saying, "I may not want this, but I know I'm going to see Christ working in my life in an incredible way."
God never allows a thorn but that He provides sufficient grace and strength in our weaknesses. Sufficient grace is not just enough to survive, but enough to have supernatural joy in the midst of anything He allows us to go through.

Thanks once again for your faithful prayers, encouraging emails, cards, and concern.  You are a blessing to our whole family!  Love, Janie

1 comment:

  1. Some times I wonder if I've lived all of my "good" days in my youth and now that I am "older" the remaining days of my life will include mostly the thorns of life.

    But Jesus endured the cross for the joy that was before Him. So, for now I will keep my eyes fixed upon Him.